when you're gone -Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/when-you_re-gone-lyrics.html .]
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you
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lagu ini, lagu kenangan gue pas putus sama rizqu. pas putus sama rizqu rasanya lagu ini pas banget sama keadaan hati gue.

someone like you -Adele

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
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gue seneng banget sama lagu ini. gatau kenapa. kayaknya ini cocok banget buat gue hihi-_-

annive!!!!

walaupun anniv gabisa ketemu, ga masalah. asal hati kita........dkt *yekali. bulan ke 11nih. semoga makin segala-galanya yang baik&semoga terhindar dari segala-galanya yg buruk. aminnnO;)
byeee:*

liburan part. 2

coy gue liburan coy\m/

kemaren gue pergi ke senggigi;D kiw. kmrn hv fun bgt guys. gue main banana boat. gue pergi bareng kakak gue, sodara-sodara gue, temen-temen kakak gue, dan........tante gue.
kemaren mainnya cuma 1kali puteran, gue pengennya sih lebih dari 1kali puteran. berhubung gue udah mual, pusing duluan eh gajadi-_- sodara-sodara gue juga gamau. yasudaah.. sekian guys-_- bye.

liburan bray;D

wew akhirnya......gue liburan juga\=D/ kemarin gue berangkat ke lombok. waduh baru nyampe aja rasanya udah lega banget, tanpa mikirin UN. bahagia conggg. aduhh. 

oiya tadi malem gue kan berangkat naik pesawat, nah gue duduk sama anak kecil&bapak-bapak. anak kecil itu sendiri, bapak-bapak itu sendiri, gue pun juga sendiri. nah pas udah di pesawat , tiba-tiba bapak-bapak itu mainin hp, kan seharusnya matiin hp ya......ini mainin hp di perjalanan udara. gue deg-degan. kan gaboleh mainin hp atau barang elektronik lainnya yang mengganggu sistem navigasi pesawat. eh tapi selamet juga sampe tujuan.

udah dulu yeeep byebye;D

my memories;;)

ini foto-foto gue sama rizqu. ini kenangan gue sama dia. semoga gue sama dia baik-baik aja yaah amin!!O:) 

mother days(˘⌣˘)

hai semuanyaaa. hari ini tanggal 22 Desember. 22 Desember itu hari ibuuu. hm gue daritadi pagi ga di sms ga di telfon sm nyokap gue. paadahal gue kangen banget sm nyokap({}) hm mungkin nyokap gue sibuk:( tumben loh di hari ibu gue ga sama nyokap. yaaa karena ada keperluan juga sih. tp gapapa.....sabtu gue ketemu lagi\:'D/

eh iya, barusan nyokap abis nelfon gue. tadi pas gue telfon bokap lagi dijalan arah ke rumah (lombok) jadi ga sama nyokap. barusan tadi nyokap nelfon gue, trs gue mau ngmg "selamat hari ibu." eh tapi gue udah nangis kejer duluan. nyokap malah ngiranya gue lupa karena gue ga sms nyokap. tapi......gue inget ko. malah kalo ada pulsa gue nelfon bokap daritadi pagi. tapi berhubung gue gaada pulsa ya gue nunggu bokap gue nelfon;( walaupun gue udah gede tapi gue cengengloh-_-eh.

"Mom is best thing i ever had"

"Mom is my everithnig"

"i just wanna tell my mom, that I LOVE HER SO MUCH!"

(´˘з(˘⌣˘)

kecewa (lagi)

kenapa di hidup gue selalu ada kata kecewa? kenapa.....Щ(ºДºщ). selalu ada yang bikin kecewa di sekeliling gue. gue udah nyoba buat ga ngulangin lg kesalahan gue, dan mungkin itu berhasil, maybe. gue cuma mau bebas dari kata kecewa. gue selalu kecewa, kecewa, dan kecewa. gaada yang bisa ngertiin gue ya. gue gamau kayak gini terus. gue mau bebas. gue kecewa sm seseorang, karena dia selalu ngekang gue. gabolehin gue ini itu. selalu di atur-atur. gue gasuka di atur. sekian. tq ya. mncng;(

masa kecil-_-

hai semuanyaaa. gue kali ini mau ceriita tentang masa kecil gue. masa kecil gue itu dulu mayan nyenengin. ggue pas kecil belum bisa ngurus diri gitu. namanya juga anak kecil ya belum bisa ngurus diri lah-_-. oiya gue punya fotonya pas masih kecil.
<- ini fotonya,itu  pas gue masih kecil. (gue yang sebelah kanan) gue foto bareng sodara gue. namanya choirunnisa gwen. kapan-kapan gue mau cerita tentang diaaa. ingetin yaaah. sekian dulu guys. byeemuaah:*

gue bingung

lo tau apa?gue bingung. bingung. dan bingung.

gue aja gabisa ngebaca perasaan gue sekarang. gue ngerasa gue mati rasa. gue liat mantan, gue nyesek. chat sama mantan yang satu lagi. gue makin nyesek. haruskah gue bergantung sama mantan? yaallah maunya sih ga bergantung sama mantan&ga kepikiran lagi. tapi sakit guys. makin sakit lagi pas gue gaaada semangat sekolah+belajar. gue cuman mau disemangatin aja. 

gue selalu berusaha semangat sendiri. tapi gabisa kayaknya._. gue maunya mantan. kata orang2 sih mantan gaperlu diharapin lagi. tapi ya gimana dong-_- gue sayang mantan. dan jengjengjeng....gue butuh dia(lagi). kenapa gue butuh dia lagi? "mungkin gue lelah" @$%#^& gue gila._.

oke segitu aja ya post gue. gue bingung sebenernya mau ngepost apa-_- capedeh x_x. okd guys. segini doeloe yaw. bye:*;p